Dear family, I want to give and share with you the best of whatever I have learned and earned in my life. It is the dream & desire of every family-man, and I am writing these letters to share the spiritual experiences, and it is the valuable part of my life.
I wish & pray that the children of the family will learn & experience the spiritual knowledge & practices, and you will rise to higher level of spiritual and self-awareness. I wish & pray that you will grow higher, much higher than us…(brief points mentioned in the article, My Experiences).
I stay alone & away from my family, it is very painful, but I wish & pray that the spiritual-yoga program will support & sustain everyone in the future, because you are as old as the birth of the idea itself. At the same time, maybe some sacrifices are necessary, because whatever I wish & pray to do and whatever I want to achieve that is not just for my own family, but for everyone who has become a part of the spiritual journey in the last 10 years.
Spiritual Family & Future Generations
Dear family, if not for you, I would not know how to live. I am preparing the spiritual-yoga program & platform, collecting & creating everything that I wish & pray for you to know and experience, so that future generations will have a good life.
The last 4-5 years has been all about it, I live only with this one thought, how to make it so big & beautiful, the best I can share & provide to grow the genius within you. So far, a lot of baggage or garbage is cleared from my past, then started from scratch, and a lot of work is in progress to create something for the future, but I know that I need to hurry up, I am running out of time as you grow up so fast.
‘The measure of your growth,
Is a truth you will have to face.’
It is an advertisement and reminder about the rules of life, and I think that it is important to make these important lessons of life, more visible everywhere. For me, it is over already, sometimes I feel that, not much of love or commitment is left within me to do anything, but may be if I did not have you, then I would not be the same for this kind of work.
I wish & pray to make it happen…whatever I am trying to accomplish and establish, it cannot be a side-business, my life is all about it. Also, spiritual-life and awareness cannot be a side-thing to learn & practice, it is the most important part of life to realize the true meaning, purpose, and fulfilment in life. Nothing else or extra to do, just to know it consciously and the natural intelligence working within you, it will guide you on the right spiritual-path & progress.
I do not have very good memories of childhood. The experience of the days of growing-up, I felt everything is just show-off and whatever appears to be good is very well accepted to be good, and it was the same even with my parents-family, when acting was highly appreciated & rewarded, and the actors became the ‘Stars & Gods’ and the dialogues were recited at home, as if it is the lessons of life. So, I tried very hard to be good, without any sense of being truly myself, and I failed miserably. I can see very clearly how it happened in my parents-family, it ruined my life, but maybe it happened to the whole generation, including the ‘unreal’ life & legacy of the actors themselves, acting is not bad, but it is important to know the real-picture. Although, the times have changed a lot, but that was my childhood and it is the ignorance-side of the old-times.
A Family Discussion
Sunday, 16 November 2025 – The blog will be updated from time-to-time as I will keep adding new stories, memories & all the new experiences of life.
Yes, the life is not easy, living alone, and practically there is no family life, but it is a blessing that I was able to get out of that race long ago, not in the race to chase anything or anyone, nothing to show to no one, not wanting the social-status by any kind of competition or comparison, but definitely living with a certain social-responsibility and commitment for the well-being of society, and there are all kinds of problems & challenges by the social-system, because as-long-as I am struggling, the People & Society have their own opinions & judgements, but then it is the social reality. So, let us see what happens, how far I will go?
I live a nomadic life, and mostly all the belongings are packed. The last picture from May 2023, everything that I have is packed in 4-5 bags, and not much has changed by the end of the year 2025.
Today, as I am writing these words, after the recent journey to meet my family, from Oct 15 to Nov 10, 2025, and some things that have happened again, it feels very important & relevant to do what I started 5 years back, as soon as I came back to India in Sep 2020, after the first trip to Almaty, Kazakhstan, and then started working on the spiritual-yoga program.
Let us start it with a family discussion, when my wife asked – What is the ‘USP- Unique Selling Point’ for the spiritual program – ‘RAVIYOG’? She asked if there is anyone who has really benefitted with my consultation or the spiritual program? She gave examples of the other famous spiritual leaders, their USP’s are well-defined, published & promoted while in my case there is nothing. I listened to her questions, and I did not have an answer.
For me it felt as if life was over, I did not know what to do, did not want to do anything either, no desire, but it changed when I got my family in 2020-21. As I say it normally, my life was already a big-drama since 2014-15, I did not want more, so I never imagined that I will ever get married, but then it gave a direction to my life.
Yes, it is true that I work and earn for a living, just enough for survival needs, giving everything else for the spiritual cause. It is not even like the passion-thing to do, but more like an inner-voice, I just need to do it. So, it is all about how to do better, and to do more & more every day with only 1 goal & purpose – to make the spiritual-yoga program a reality, to make it a subject of teaching, training, and research & development. RAVIYOG – a spiritual education program for everyone & everywhere.
Next, Q – How to inspire a person to do yoga when there is no discipline of daily-routine?
And how to inspire a child to do yoga when the child does not listen to you or may not like you?
A – I turned to yoga-life by the age of 30-35 years, because there was no awareness in my family. So, now I am just trying & hoping that it will reach the next generation as early as possible, not only for my family but for many other families.
Sunday, November 23, 2025
It has been 5 years of spiritual program – the beginning of my spiritual life in 2017, and then the beginning of spiritual-yoga program from 2020-21, so, what I have done in the last 5years, what is the measure of progress? What is the spiritual idea & concept all about?
The questions & concern of my wife are very genuine, and sometimes I feel very close to breaking point. My family is away because I cannot sustain the family expenses, and she is raising our daughter like a single mother. So, what am I doing, what am I thinking, is it not obvious that nothing is working out, stop fooling myself and others about this spiritual-yoga program etc. but then I ask myself some other obvious questions
- What I am expecting to work out? How I was, when I started at first?
- Where I was, and what was my condition 5 years ago?
- What I was expecting to happen when I started, and what do I expect to happen now?
These are some of the obvious points and questions, and the answers are also very-obvious, therefore, it is better to answer with some other obvious questions. We know life is difficult for common people, the problems of education-system, medical & healthcare system, poverty-unemployment, and bigger problems of government, and the legal system etc.
We all know about the obvious problems of the – People, Society & System. I got some of the very hard lessons of life, and very tough real-life experiences – everything & everyone changed, including my parents-family, overnight. I lost everything that I had learned & earned in the 27-28 years of school education & job-training, overnight. Although, I survived, but I got the experience of medical & healthcare system, it may leave you helpless & hopeless without any spiritual or natural healing. Finally, the experience of judicial system, the law for the rich – innocent until proven guilty and the law for the poor-helpless person, it is guilty unless proven to be innocent, as it happened in my accident case. I have shared the details in my story, and I can add some more points, but these are just more details, I think not necessary. Now, I do not have any complaints against anyone or anything, otherwise it was not possible to heal and recover, also, looking back I can see myself, my own issues & challenges, but I can also see that there was no chance for realization or correction. I needed guidance & support, which was missing, and I never knew I had a choice.
In fact, I had no idea about self-awareness, and the self-growth & development, that is what I keep repeating, absolutely lost within, and unable to connect with anyone around. That is how I grew-up, disturbed home environment, no friends in school days, or during the training college, made many mistakes and suffered the consequences, and then held self-responsible for all the problems & miseries of life. I had reached a stage in my life when I could not ignore the obvious anymore, and the development & promotion of the spiritual-yoga program has become an integral part of my life, and yog-sadhana. Logically speaking, it has been quite foolish to start and then to continue the madness for so long, with many failures & challenges, also, without any expectations.
Today, when I look back at myself and many other people, since childhood, who were connected at different age-stages, I can see the pattern of life and I can see the difference now. I was very weak within, attracting weakness, and getting entangled with weak people, who tried to play smart-strong and superior on the outside, but I was quite bad in the act to carry the confidence on the surface, therefore, I had to suffer a lot either directly or indirectly from such people. Now, it is a bit easier to recognize the people, and the behavior patterns, also, it is easier to deal with different kinds of people without getting entangled. It is my journey from being an introvert, fearful of getting hurt or humiliated, to understanding the people, and to serve them through the spiritual-yoga program.
Sadhguru Quote – You are not only bound to the people you like or love, your bondage to those you dislike or hate is much deeper.
Every year, and within the certain time-period, it is my focus to complete whatever possible to do, without thinking the positive result or success. It was a conscious choice that no more compromises, but I had to sacrifice a lot. So far, one of the positive things to note is that the idea is still alive & active with the support of the few people who understand the spiritual cause & efforts. It takes a certain higher level of spiritual awareness, conscious efforts to create solutions, and to continue working on solutions is another continuous process of improvement, and corrections, with higher awareness.
A thought & inspiration – Let us do the best to improve the lives of our own family & future generations.
…for Family & Future
(details in the separate article on home page)
Dear family, I want to give and share with you the best of whatever I have learned and earned in my life. It is the dream & desire of every family-man. I am writing these letters to share the spiritual experiences, and it is the valuable part of my life.
Sharing a few thoughts here, but a lot is left unspoken-unexpressed, it is only to experience. I wish & pray that it will work out well…anyhow-somehow…
– Without the spiritual awareness, and the spiritual-growth & development, there cannot be any significant self-growth & development, and life-growth & development.
– The creation happens from within, and the creator is in the creation.
– The inner reality makes the outer form, and the outside world is just a reflection of inner world.
– For some people, life is a suffering, and for some other people, it is a blessing.
– It is like the Sunshine, for everyone and everywhere, it is the same, but how it feels under the Sun, the experience may be different for every individual.
– There are many aspects or dimensions of life, and we must be able to know & experience the distinctions, very clearly & correctly, that is spiritual awareness.
– Life, Mother Nature, and the universe has its own intelligence, and we must learn to use the natural intelligence, it is active and working within oneself.
– In this ever-changing world, the rules & principles of life & Mother Nature do not change. – We must learn to apply, use & practice the fundamental principles of life in the real-life. – Also, nothing is permanent, whatever you may feel & experience today, may not be the same tomorrow. So, we must know & learn, how to hold-it and how to let-go.
– Whatever we may know, learn & experience, we must remember that it may be just one of the aspect or perspective. Every individual has different kind of personality & perception of life.
– Ambition without awareness is like a boat on the beach.
– Knowledge and wisdom have no boundaries to go higher, also, the Ignorance has no boundaries.
Finally, just use it well, all the options & resources which may be available or accessible in life, because it is a good way to live. Money or materialistic life is not bad, just use it best and to the maximum. There were genuine reasons that I did not or could not use the money properly in the past, so I lost it, but then I learned to take responsibility for my mistakes or incapabilities, there is no other choice, no excuses will work. I had to do it, and sooner the better, because everyone is suffering their own ignorance or inability.
Life does not exist individually, and we cannot exist individually, and at the same time there are different dimensions to make it so complex just like every other aspect of life, there is another irony of life, that we are absolutely-alone by the individual way of lifestyle, how well or not, we can experience, live, and act in our life? And the whole problem or challenge, and the solution & effort, it is all about – YOGA, that is, to experience the entire creation as part of oneself, as an individual, or to experience everything, as the-one, within oneself.…to be continued with new stories, memories & experiences.